My little man!!

 

Here are some updated pictures he's around a month in them! 

I am in LOVE!!

I'm in love with a little man that is only 40 days old! I never truly understood a mothers love and I dont think you can until you become a mother yourself. In just a short time I love Teydon so much! It just amazes me at how much you can love someone so much! I was feeding him and rocking him last night and was thinking about how much I love and care about this little boy, he has me wrapped around his teeny tiny fingers! I just wish he would stay little forever, so sweet and innocent. I couldn't ask for a more perfect little baby! Its really good cause he's starting to sleep through the night, well a good part of it anyways 10-5:30 much better than waking up at 2!  I love being a mom it is one of lives greatest rewards. I am so glad we decided to start this journey in our lives, it is totally worth it! I am so grateful that I get to stay home with him! I couldn't imagine going back to work next week, it kill me to have to leave him all day. I don't know how they do it?   

We  had our friend Melissa come when Teydon was a week old and take his pictures. He was suppose to sleep the whole time but our little alert little guy had different plans. He fought it so hard, I was surprised at how many pictures she got with him asleep cause he wasn't having it! Good thing Dan was here to help. Melissa did an awesome job, I love her pictures! I think she was here for like 3 hours. They turned out so cute!

He's FINALLY here!!!

  

He's finally here! We called Labor and Delivery @ 6 and they told us to come in at 7:15am. They started my patosum and antibiotics around 8, they broke my water around 9. Then we waited, and waited, and waited! I didn't dilate to an 8 until 6pm. I started pushing at 8:20pm and 9 o'clock we had our little guy! He was 7 lbs 8 oz, 20 inches long! What a precious little angel! He was so alert and curious about his surroundings. He didn't even cry that much, just little whimpers when he got his shots. He loved his first bath, at least the washing his head part, he didn't like his sponge bath too COLD. He was so calm when Dan had his head under the water. It is so crazy how much and how fast you fall in love with them! They are totally worth it! And it really wasn't too bad, not the most fun thing I've ever done, but about what I expected. Already I cant see my life without him, he's so perfect! We came home Wedn. at 5. Teydon's heart beat was irregular going from 79-160, which had his Dr. a little worried so wanted to watch him for 48 hrs. They ended up doing an EKG Wednesday morning, it was so hard to see all those wires hooked up to him. They sent the test to a pediatric cardiologist at primary childrens, around 12 the Dr called and said everything looked good and was normal. RELIEF! They kept us until 4pm on Wedn. It was so nice to get out of the hospital, I didn't mind the hospital it was just good to be home.  We took him to the Dr. on the 5th and he got his circumcision :( poor little guy, it tugs at mommies heart to hear him cry so hard. He is doing very good and is a very good baby, we couldn't have a more perfect little guy! He already has us wrapped around his fingers! :) Dan loves being a dad! He has been so good with Teydon, he helps out a lot and is always wanting to hold him! Its so precious!  I want to thank everyone for your love and support!

He likes it where he's at!

I went to the Dr. yesterday and Im still at a 1 so we scheduled for Monday for me to be induced. At the most 5 more days and we'll be having a baby!! I really don't think he'll come before then, he could surprise us still but I think he likes it too much in there doesn't wanna come out into the cold. And now Im really nervous, Im so ready to meet my little guy but nervous about the delivery and the recovery. Im sure most of it is the unknown but part of me is ok with not knowing, experience it to its fullest. Its crazy we talk about how its taking so long for him to get here and were so anxious for him to be here but at the same time I can't believe its here already. Our lives are going to change so much but I'm ready for the change, its just gonna take some getting use to. We'll have a responsibility know, scary :). I am very glad that we waited 4 yrs before having kids, it gave us time to be together and to get to know each other. Dan is so excited and cant wait for Teydon to be here, he talks about taking naps/snuggling with him all the time. He is going to make an awesome dad! I think he's gonna have a hard time with loosing sleep, he struggles now when he doesn't sleep very good. Thats probably going to be the hardest to get use to no sleep, hopefully it doesn't take us too long to figure out a schedule. We're going to be parents WOW thats so crazy but at the same time so exciting! 

Baby Update!

I had a Dr. appt today, nothing has changed a little more thinned :( He likes it in there! A lot of people want me to have him on Sat the 23rd, my grandpa Roberts that passed away when I was like 10 and my moms father in-laws birthdays are on that day. I'd be ok with that I think it'd be cool if he got my grandpas birthday, he was a good guy! We'll just take it one day at a time. My Dr. will start me on Feb. 1st if he hasn't come on his own by then, keep your fingers crossed. I am very thankful that Im really not that bothered by being pregnant, yeah its a little uncomfortable but Im not miserable. Im just ready to be done and to see my little guy that Ive been growing :)!! 9 months is a long time, it seems like I've been pregnant forever, good thing no one ever has been :)!!! 

(39 weeks, 3 days)

Baby Update!

I went to the Dr. yesterday (Thursday) and I had an appt. on the 28th, on the 28th was my 1st cervix check FUN! :) I was a finger tip dialated, 50% effaced, and he has dropped a lot. They're usually a -3 then a +3 when they're delivering, he is a +1. Which I was wondering on Sunday if he had dropped I was getting ready and looking at my tummy and was thinking that looks DIFFERENT! and I was right. Then yesterday my dr. said I was 1 centemeter dialated and a little more effaced. She figures about 2 weeks so right on but who knows he could come earlier we'll just take it one day at a time! My Dr. said he'll probably be 7-7&1/2 lbs by what she can feel, she said I have a lot of fluid, little baby lots of fluid. Which makes sense why my tummy is so big :), other than having no torso. Everything is right on track and looking good blood pressure, heart beat, and Im measuring exactly 37 weeks so everything is perfect! We are getting very excited and Im getting more nervous but cant wait to meet our little guy!!

(37 weeks + 4 days)

Can it get any bigger?